job opportunity

i am sitting here at my desk
surrounded by fairies
they told me if I can stop my internal dialogue
they will text message the penicorn to roll through

but my mind is frantically spinning
darting hither and nither
my fingers are shaking
and the music coming out of my headphones
is like the trumpeting call of an entire galaxy of angels,
leading me deeper and deeper
into the tunnel of light
cast by the mystical thunder viper...

my deepest confession:
I am not the Mystical thunder viper.
that is real and I know you don't believe me
the viper left me about 2 years ago
but he still calls sometimes
The fairies are actually part of his staff

they are here to discuss a job opportunity
and I'm stoked
I just haven't quite worked out how to make the jump to hyperspace
or mellow space for that matter

the problem is
fairies have it so easy
they are born with the ability to just go with the flow
they have such a profound faith, and it's easy
being a fairy
but me, i've little experience with stuff like that...
just trusting the universe
even though I spent a solid summer possessed by the viper
I still don't know
my heart is still a little dark.

but as I sit here
my hands start to disappear
and I can feel the ocean of life
washing away my guilt and stupidity
my fingers are blurred
my mind is a garden
and I have so much love I can't stand it
but I will anyway.

ok you fairy bunch
i'm ready. do with me what you will

©2005 the Mystical Thunder Viper A.K.A. M.T.V.